Sidonie watched him with that wondering what the plan would be. The Gabrielle of the Hunt visiting Hell with him was something that Spade had never expected to be part of her life. A lover with a child, a family, all of those things seemed strange for Spade to take into account.
"I wasn't planning on going alone."
Tourmaline depths flickered up to consider him once more, a flicker of a smile before she shook her head and looked away.
"Though I cannot help but feel strange to realize that I will be traveling to a place that is for those that are damned. What price is it that I would have to pay for merely being there to bring our child from those depths?"
A purse of lips before she looked back to him. If anything the hardships that Sidonie endured made her all the more insightful. She realized that she had done many things that could make her deserving of Hell. Her relationship with Truth after all could easily be viewed as something that would curse her to such darkness and despair. Hell would likely tear them apart.
Spade closed her eyes to draw in that uncontrollable sensation to shatter again emotionally and mentally.
"I don't want to risk losing everything for a bit of something. If we go there and this is all a ploy to destroy you... it would ruin me."
Sometimes she loathed the fact that she could not lie. Pushing fingers through her hair she turned to look at him as she steeled her resolve once more.
"Then let us get this over, love."



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